But I couldn't sleep. His words echoed in my head. "If that's what you want." Like it was my choice. Like I had any control over this.
At 2 AM, I found myself standing outside his bedroom door.
I didn't knock. I just stood there, hand raised, frozen.
The door opened.
He looked at me. No surprise. Like he'd been waiting.
"Lily."
"I don't know why I'm here."
"Yes, you do."